Personal Journal Thoughts: Interconnection between Q’ero and Christ Conciousness

An entry from my Journal while integrating from Medicine Woman training from the Q’ero…

We are so evidently interwoven with our Earth Mother, we are one and the same. This separation is such a lie, and yet there is so much power in the lie. 

I wonder about when it started. Where did the hunger for the power come in. 

I long for the days when we knew, we were a part of her, when the veil was thin and we communed so naturally with the spirits. My soul knows it as truth and my mind gets in the way, forgets, seeks re assurance from this system, from the assurance of a paycheck and a title. 

How did the Q’ero survive and manage to keep it intact, this priceless wisdom and practice. This connection, the intelligence, beyond the mind, the truth of our nature and being. This pristine energy, this expansive unconditional love. 

I long to sit with and commune with Christ and magdalene then. Would I have the courage to stand in the truth then? There was real persecution, death of this body. Today I can let mere judgment of what people think on social media or in my family have more power than I like to admit. 

I like to believe I would stand with them. I like to believe I would have been able to know the truth. And yet, how do I live that now?

I believe that the way of being showed to us by the Q’ero people is in alignment with what Christ was trying to really teach. 

And, they have not had their practices destroyed, burned and buried. They are still living. Impacted by colonization and patriarchy yes, but still living. 

These systems, these lies try to take such root within my mind. It tries to infiltrate every facet of my being. It is ongoing practice to de condition. 

How slow can I go? How present can I really allow myself to be? 

How does the lie of productivity try to sneak its way into my being?

Can I really trust? Can I really stand in my service to Her and know that is enough?